Inward Convergence 2016
I first started creating Inward Convergence during a very important turning point in my life. It was late 2015, and my radiantly lovely lady was close to giving birth. Spending so much time with her, I began to deeply tap into her feelings and emotions regarding the sacred feminine, giving birth, caring and nurturing, I became quite sensitive to the infinitely subtle emotional energies connected with motherhood, a concept which was quite foreign to me in my past.
During this period I was also experiencing many trance states involving different levels of contact with entities both benevolent and malevolent. It was a weirdly interesting mind state being both very “out there” in abstract realms, Astral voyages and hyper-dimensional realms, and yet also very grounded, connected to the earth, rooted to the womb of my beloved. This contrast bought forth an incredibly creative flow state within me, and I began creating this image of an alien being, which was all too human at the same time, feminine and connected to her emotions.
The scene is my vision of a hyper-dimensional “womb” or safe space, a fertile ground for nurturing and growing all forms of life, be it biological or ideological, it is a place where seeds are planted and have the necessary warmth, devotion, love and emotion required for them to blossom into full blown manifestations. The Alien is also the human, they are both and one conveying the multiple levels of existence, like Russian dolls, many nested within each other.
The creation process of this image also birthed three other artworks, two of which were pivotal in establishing my life as a full time artist and also influencing many of my artworks which were to soon follow. These artworks are “Arcane Opulence”, “Singular Sight” and “Sacred Symbiosis” all of them featuring the “Third Eye of Horus” symbolism embedded in them.
The journey of creating this image somehow connected my higher dimensional awareness which were the experienced entities as reflections of my inner being, to the energy of nurturing and manifesting life and abundance which I beheld though the nurturing and birthing process of my beloved progeny. My son came into this realm powerfully radiant, aware and bought with him the abundance I had bore witness to during these experiences.
Although completed, I did not share or post this image, Instead I continued working on an alternative version for almost another year, which would portray a wider mirrored version with a human woman connecting on the opposite side through
two wormholes which was named “Sacred Symbiosis”
Inward Convergence was created using Photoshop, Painter, Cinema 4D, Zbrush, and Incendia. I did not count the hours I worked on this but it is by far the longest amount of time I have ever put into making an artwork
This is Intrinsically Connected to Sacred Symbiosis